You get to a place in your life

You get to a place in your life and you just want peace and Harmony

How times go by and there we are, another year has passed, some of our loved ones have gone. It’s so important to cherish the ones we have that are here. I found a letter from my grandfather to his loving daughters Lily and Violet my mother and her twin sister.

Dec 1971

To my twin daughters, who I love I do not want you to grieve or feel remorse in anyway if I should be alone in the house when I die remember darlings it is what I have chosen you and nobody is responsible everything that lives has to die and I intend to live as long as I can. So darlings so not feeling hurt if you are not present when I leave you remember darlings SO NOT TO GRIEVE we have lots of lovely memories to sustain us it is because I love you I have written this.

My grandfather's words are so true we don’t realize we are only here for such a short time. No one lives forever on this earth and while we are here, we are here for a reason. You get to a stage in your life, you want peace and harmony and that's what I am doing in my life now making life more simple. Life is too short, we don't know how long we are here for so let's make it the best it can be. I have so many things to be grateful for. I always believed I was being guided and our son was sent to us by God for a reason. Some people call it their Higher Power I am not religious, God to me is Love. He is there for us no matter what and when you have a special need child we need his Love and guidance even more . I have learned so much about myself because of our son. It wasn't easy but I never gave up hope. My faith helped me get through the very difficult times. There are always going to be days we feel better than other days. I have learnt it will pass, as long as you can believe that, it will happen.

I just wanted to share this with you 2007

I am on this spiritual path, some incredible things are happening to me. I am understating so much about myself and why I am here. I have known for a long time that this is my purpose: to write this book and reach out to others who are suffering and don't know where to turn. Since my mother has passed on, I have this spiritual connection with her. When she was laying in my arms in the hospital bed, so fragile and cold her physical self was longer here but her spirit was still with us. I asked her to please guide me and help me, I felt so scared and alone what was I going to do without my mother. Even though she is no longer here in physical form she is still with me. Our mothers never leave us, my mother is one of my angels now she is there for me if I need her. A beautiful being a pure light of glowing energy I feel her energy all around me, she has come to me in my dreams and sent me messages. I wrote a poem about this My Poem to my mother passing on One thing has led me to another experience, which has led me to where I am right now. There are always going to be things that come up in your life you don't expect, you never know what tomorrow will bring. If something happens that is out of my control I know there is a reason, there was something I had to learn from that experience I became wiser, I did the best with what I thought was right at the time.

Example of my mum sending me a message

My mother before she passed on said to me never give up on your dream of writing your book. I am sharing with you one of the times my mum had sent me a message. When I turned 60 my client Janet gave me a present when I opened it up I was so surprised to see this beautiful vase it had a moonbeam and sunbeam on the front I couldn't believe what I was seeing. The night before as I prayed to my mum I asked her to help me, guide me. I have these angel cards that I communicate with my mother, that night when I picked one out, it said look for signs and messages follow your heart. My client didn't know the book was called Sunbeams and Moonbeams and I had drawn a picture very similar to the vase she had given me. The funny thing is she had gone to an antique store to look for an angel for me but the only one she could find wasn't really what she was looking for. She knelt down were there were vases and at the back she saw this vase she wasn't sure whether to buy it but her husband said I think she will like it so she decided to purchase the vase when she went to pay the lady said I have never seen this vase before where did you find it.

2010 May. All that we cannot see is really there if we only believe we will feel it and see it !

Here is the vase and my drawing. The drawing I did was very similar to this vase except the moon is on the right. Do you believe really believe like I have written in our book ----- There is "Always a Reason why things are Happening". If you look for signs and messages they are there you just have to look and see what is around us. You know when it's right, many a time things have happened to me that I can't deny anymore if we ask we will receive more than we can imagine!